Lol I realized this weekend that I am not going to give a shit about anybody but myself for a while. Maybe a few select around me. Anybody that doesnt matter to me, I wont give a shit about. I am so sick and tired of being a nice person towards every one. I have such a caring heart and look where it got me. No where. I am tired of putting in an effort and having no take back. I know as a result of what I have said has put up walls around me. I know that it will be one hell of a change to take them down. I just I so sick of being nice towards people that treat me like shit, and have no reason to do so.