Today was a good day and a bad day at the same time. I am trying to look at you instead of a bf as a friend. But it is hard. I know you were like my best friend already while being my bf. I just, wasnt ready for this. I was happy that katie phoned me this morning, I picked her up we hung out at my place for a while. Then we got the idea to go to moxies for lunch. We both got free drinks there because the mix machine was broken. We talked alot about you and me breaking up. It was good to have her there. I tried not to be sad, but underneith of my being happy on the outside I really was sad and hurting on the inside. I am trying to take this in stride.