evolution was upon me back then, it changed me. now its back evolving me even more. I think back to my childhood, the times I had up at the lake. and I look back and think, look over what I have gone through. I look at the past few years espically. but then it slips back into my mind that I havent really changed all that much, I've changed....., but I havent let go fully of who I was. I need to be able to freely let go and cadapolt into thr future, into my life.