01 March 2006 1:51 am : this will be continued
i am so sad
i am so angry
i can't stop crying
and its the night before my psychology mid-term.

I wanna feel free, i wanna feel that I can live the life i want to live some what. I want to dye my hair, I want to, I want to just be free.


I wanna live my life and not a life that will make my parents happy and not me. I think its high time that i make myslef happy for once. I am tired of living by their rules and expectations.


I wanna punch something really bad now. I wanna scream at the top of my lungs and proclaim to the world that. I wanna live. I wanna be me and not live up to my parents expectations anymore.