why the hell do I always go through past conversations with you and always try and analze it to the point where I am confused and wondering if my thinking is straight.

I always think, did I say that right or did I say something that I shouldnt have. I know I am getting myself into a situation where the direction I am heading is not a good one. I just feel it.

But I have this thing in me where if I think the conversation ended badly or it ended in a way that didnt clear up any tiffs or arguments. I will go and think about it for the rest of the hour. I hate leaving arguments and tiffs un resolved. I hate it.