I miss home, like I really miss home. All I want is to see your familiar face. I want to be embraced and kissed. It would put all my uneasiness to rest. I am really questioning my decision to coming to the coast to finish getting the degree. Maybe it is the change, and maybe it is my fear that things wont wait for me back home. It can also be that I am just mentally drained. I cannot concentrate on anything and I am totally not motivated. I have to keep all of what I am feeling in, there is no one to talk to here. Perhaps I am just having a bad day. But I don't think that is quite it.