I am feeling really nostalgic as of late. I think it stems from, trying to find myself again and re-establishing myself worth. And also I suppose it has to do with the fact that I am trying to break away from feeling that I need a guy to complete me. I don't show this to anyone. But it is so hard. All I want is for a guy that I have feelings for and can trust to be the one that will always be by my side. I need companionship. I need a guy to stick around long enough. But I am not willing to go through a heart break. I know this is completely unrealistic and not going to happen. I just stick up to what I want. All I know is that I could use a good cuddle!