Thursday, Oct. 08, 2009 12:15 am : It just doesnt seem fair.
My grandpa is not doing well at all and that is making me really upset. I feel like I have no one to talk to because no one can relate and I am not really close to many people that I want to talk about it. I don't do good with death at all. All I want is a hug and someone to relate to.

Over the years I have developed a strong tie to my family. Family trumps over anything and it makes me upset when a family member is hurting. It just doesnt seem fair.