I can't sleep any more. I just can't fall a sleep. And when the morning comes along I wake up so early. I am just getting so frustrated with myself. I am not trying to be in this poor me situation. I just feel like I am all alone. Outside of my family I have no one. And I hate that. I just want that one person I can go to, or they come to me when some thing is up.

In other news I hope I can ride on the back of that motorcycle and go to that bar with the dualing pianists.