As I sit here I think of so many things. and the only thing that re-surfaces my mind is that I think I am okay where I am now, I get that hollow feeling of people loving me. It really just doesnt do it for me. I cant feel love back. o well, woe is me.

so I figured virign boy likes me, and then there is the other boy. god. I just really need some time to clear my head. its not that anything is confusing, but its just that I dont