I think that I am the most vunerable when I am alone or when I am with another person (who ever that may be). When I am in a group of people, I am completely the opposite. I am care free, and I laugh. I like to be happy and have that appeal of confidence that guys love. I never wanted to end up sad and hopeless over wanting to have a relationship with a guy. And by that a lasting one. All I want again is to have a lover and best friend. I cant get that right now, and I feel hopeless. All I want is for someone to love me.