I dont know where I stand with most people right now. Why did everything fall apart with me and everyone I know. Its rather strange and werid. Like I mean for some people I am glad things are in the air. But I am not sure with 2 or 3 people. I dont want to be unsure with them. I want to have a healthy relationship with one of them and then with the other I am not sure if I want to pursue anything anymore. but we shall see.

So I found out some very bad news. One of my grandma's have skin cancer. My sister told me when I drove her to school. I am sad. I hope all goes well. I suppose that also means that I should be rather careful in the sun.

It seems like these days one thing comes after another.