I have realized that through the time being alone at my house while my family is away that I can't be a spinster. I can't be alone, I just get so lonely. I need someone there to just have the company. I am happy that the summer is over. Its been a long four months. School I think will be good for me. Even though its going to be so busy. Lordy like 4 major classes. I guess I am up for the commitment. But then again there are certain distractions. lol. hopefully that wont prove to be to dangerous to me. lol. So ya school on friday. joy.