I guess I had nothing to worry about with him. I worried for nothing. I like I usually do. He was like come online buddy....so I did. He told me something about liking poptarts and if I like them and that he would buy me some. He also said that he had a dream about meeting me and poptarts. It made me laugh. He also wanted to talk on the phone again...but I shot that down. I really know that he wants me to talk to him over the phone and stuff but I just don't want to. But I guess that maybe to him that to hear my voice will confirm to him, that I am really. I donno. I will phone when the time is right. I want to be the one calling the shots. It makes me feel like I have some type of control.

hmmm but ya I donno.