2005-06-01 10:07 p.m. : Awkward Last Words
"Awkward Last Words"
by armor for sleep

I wanna live again
I wanna start everything over again
I wanna get this right
I'll meet you in another life
Over again
I'm coming back around again
Coming back over again
I'm coming back around again,
but now it's over

We're out of time and I can't breathe
I told you not to believe in me
'Cause all I do is push you far away from me
All I do is push you far away from me
Out of time and I can't breathe
I told you not to believe in me
'Cause all I do is push you far away from me
All I do is push you far away from me

I'm gonna make this work
I'm gonna change everything wrong with me
I'm gonna prove you wrong
when I meet you in another life
Over again
I'm coming back around again
Coming back over again
I'm coming back around again,
but now it's over

We're out of time and I can't breathe
I told you not to believe in me
'Cause all I do is push you far away from me
All I do is push you far away from me
Out of time and I can't breathe
I told you not to believe in me
'Cause all I do is push you far away from me
All I do is push you far away from me

I never had the gift of holding on to you
You're so far, so far away
No I, never had to give up of holding on to you
You're so far, so far away

I wanna live again [x3]
I wanna start everything over again
I wanna live again [x3]
I wanna start everything over again

We're out of time and I can't breathe [x4]
I told you not to believe in me
'Cause all I do is push you far away from me
All I do is push you far away from me


To say sorry is not enough, but I really am. I want this to be fixed. To just bring a peace, to this. I over reacted big time and I know it. I just have this problem of not being able to let go of things and and then there is my issues of rejection. I dont care if you never talk to me again, I just wanna know that you know am sorry and that, I feel really bad for saying all that crap to you. I really am truely sorry. Peace?


So I have come to realize that high school has passed me by. And I really regret not doing all the things that I have wanted to do. God my life is so messed up, I messed my life up. Why do I always do this to my self, mess up my life. I wanna live for the moment, live day to day. I want to experence life. God I have wasted my life so much. I wanna turn back the clocks and start everything over again. I want to reclam my life. Why, why do I always do this to my self. God I really hate myself so much right now. That song has so many meanings to it. I just wanna live again...