2005-03-24 11:36 a.m. : "Neutral Tones"
i just thought that i would depress you by letting you read this poem, i had to read in english class and found it very sad.

"Neutral Tones" By Thomas Hardy

We stood by a pond that winter day,
And the sun was white, as though chidden of God,
And few leaves lay on the starving sod;
--They had fallen from an ash and were grey.

Your eyes on me were as eyes that rove
Over tedious riddles of long ago;
And some words played between us to and fro
On which lost the more by our love.

The smile on your mouth was the deadest thing
Alive enough to have strength to die;
And a grin of bitterness swept thereby
like an ominous bird awing....

Since then, keen lessons that love deceives,
And wrings with wrong, have shaped to me
Your face, and the God-curst sun, and a tree,
And a pond edged with greying leaves.

see i told you it was depressing, makes you realize that love really can be deceitful.