There is so much on my mind right now. I feel really over whelemed. I really need a shoulder to lean on. Luckily its the summer and I'm not in school. I don't think I have dealt with my grandpas passing yet. And I think I have a thyroid problem. I went to the doc's and she is making me get blood work done. I've looked up what she thinks it is and it makes sense. I really think I have hypothyroidism. I fit all the symptoms to a T. SO I am really hoping when I get the blood work back, I can fix it and get back to normal. But as for the moment, I could really do with a nice steak dinner and some beer. Yummy.