26 March 2006 12:43 pm : Caleigh's 19 birthday at Coyotes
Kakes you are one dead best friend. Myself and Caleigh and all of her crew have decided that we are going to kill you for what you did last night. What the hell were you thinking like I just dont get it. Going off with that guy was not a smart move at all. Why the hell did you leave the club with him? Where you trying to show off. like what? you didn't even know him. Like what if he raped you. I am glad that I ran into angela and she told me to phone your cell and thank god you had it on. We are so talking about this later. And I am never going to a club with you ever again. I can't trust you to stay in the club or come and find me. You should of found me.

ok am done my rant for now.

So caleigh's birthday party. What fun I had, what fun. We went to coyotes. Well we got in right away cause she got V.I.P so that was nice. But not even 10 minutes into the bar I see person number one I know. Then 5 minutes later person number two from school. Wish I could of said hello and asked if anna was with her, but then i remembered she went snowboarding. Then hit number two with the first person... so in conclusion i knew hit number three would be coming....and I was right. I am thinking, of all nights and of all bars. This was the night.

The dancing was fun, the music not my kind at all but ya I havent had this much fun in a while. O ya I remember I thought I say nik and one of his friends, I thought they were going to cowboys with matt. I swear that was nik and Katie thought so too. I know he saw me and was looking at me. so ya one beer and one breezer later I ended you dancing with one of caleighs cousins, I know his name starts with the letter L. I think his name might be landen. But ya we danced for a while and then he asked if I wanted a drink. I said yes of course. Cause ya a free drink from a guy. It's a must I hear. So ya we got our drinks and and talked where there were some chairs. It was nice. Then we ran into Caleigh and she said we were going in half an hour...I was said cause it was like 12:30. I wanted to stay longer but she was my ride home, or should I say her sister's fiance's brother was our ride home. I guess we were in luck too cause Caleigh's cuz that started with an L had to leave to. Then it began, we ran into angela and she told me that Katie left the bar and to phone her cell. Caleigh and I freaked out, cause you don't just do that. Right. The whole group split up and some already left and then it was just Caleigh and me and katie but well she desided to go off with that guy she meet earlier that night. I found that part out later when I got home. that she left with the guy. I just dont get it. I would never do that. I just wish I maybe kept an eye on her more but, she just left from the group and never bother to tell me where she was. I guess that means that I should get a cell phone. Caleigh said that too. But o that girl.

I have some guesses as to why she probably did that. One that note, number one. not the fact that she left with that random guy, but that she started to dance with him very sexually, is I thought to show off. Number two as to why she started to dance with him and to leave with him was so get the attention she has been wanting and hasnt been geting from filip. I donno these are guesses. o wait i have another one, she was probably drunk just a bit.

I only realized that I was drunk after my 3rd drink and when I went to the washrooms, I kinda stumbled in and found Caleigh and then I was like hey. I was also having trouble walking trying to find katie. and in the car ride home I definatly knew I was drunk. I am such a happy and cheap drunk. Its great. I love it. The only down side to being drink is the next day when you have any amount of hang over.

At least its not the degree of drunkness I got last night as to last year at caleighs 18 birthday party. O lord I was plastered. and the next was so bad, boy. At least when I woke up today I could actually eat something and I woke up feeling ok. But man I hate hangovers.

Just remember kakes we are going to beat your bum.

On the same topic but just from a different perspective, I have this to say.

one night can cange every to a person and it happened to me last night. Everything you think you know and are sure about can be changed and altered for ever. We or may I say I will see if these changes will take affect. 5:22 pm so its worse than I thought with kakes, he's 24 and she went to his house downtown, into his room, on his bed. I can only assume that they had sex. but wow kakes. what a blow. and you say that he is good looking and nice, and that you two click. He was looking for some action, he wanted sex from you. I thought you would of got it from when he asked you if you wanted to leave. leaving a club with a person you just meet usually means sex. Boy this confirms it I am never ever going to go to a bar/club what ever it maybe. So kakes said that she wasnt trying to show off and I can see the reason now. But boy she better tell filip what happened yesterday or dump the poor boy. It will get around to him one way or the other. Kakes you can't blame it all on being drunk. you can't. I was kinda drunk but I still knew what was a happening and I with a person I know. I guess I should of watched out for you more but there is only so much I could do. I am in all honesty happy if fil finds out some how and dumps your ass. and if you wind up with this guy well then go for it cause i suppose you are old enough. When I phoned you last night to those many times, it reminded me of last year when you phoned drunk. You had that same voice and everything. And its not a good voice at all either. I dont think you and drinking is a good combination kakes, i dont. but I am having enough of this. I have to go and get ready.